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So Bad
03:12
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Please just let me down, cause you know that I work best when I’m alone
Don’t you dare follow me here, I cant breathe when the air is so full of your fear
If I show you how to make the spell, would you point at me with hate and blame me as you fell
You always knew I acted like this, why are your eyes so wide when I say you don’t exist
You can’t tell that I’m sad
And I still wonder why were so bad
I gave it up, the fun’s been had
I still wonder why we’re so bad
It’s hard to live a day of doubt, when I pushed you away you almost found me out
With me you’ll always see the dark, falling blindly down while we’re breaking far apart
I beg you don’t wait by my side, you got caught in the stories and all my awful lies
Ya never know your time to go, but il be fine in the dirt they gave me down below
You can’t tell that I’m sad
And I still wonder why were so bad
I gave it up, the fun’s been had
I still wonder why we’re so bad
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Demon
03:29
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You better keep that demon outside of your heart, you better keep that demon outside
You oughta keep your women inside of your home, you oughta keep your women inside
You better lock up all your doors and start to hide, you better lock up all your doors
He’ll take you like he took me in the night, too scared to fight, take you like he took me in the night
You got to go, he’s coming for you, please let me go, I need to be saved too
You need to watch out for his lies, in those eyes, you need to watch out for his lies
He’ll drag you in the dirt until you’ve died, full of pride, drag you in the dirt until you’ve died
You got to go, he’s coming for you, please let me go, I need to be saved too
credits
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3. |
Gimme a Pill
03:22
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Are you a doctor something’s wrong with my head
Don’t mean to shock ya but all I see is blood red
Pain’s like a robber, all that’s left is my bed
I’m no scholar just don’t wanna be found dead
Gimmie a pill to make it go away
I don’t wanna sit still for another day
They keep pointing their fingers at my poor display
But I wont stop til the pain goes away
Twisting down, don’t you feel bad for me
No ones around, I’m raging out frantically
Don’t make a sound or the pain will never leave
I just wanna down in anything you’ll give to me
Gimmie a pill to make it go away
I don’t wanna sit still for another day
They keep pointing their fingers at my poor display
But I wont stop til the pain goes away
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4. |
Oh Great
03:03
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Oh great, it looks like I never took the bait
Oh great, I know it seems I never learned to wait
Oh great, I turned around and you became my hate
Too late
I am lost in the reasons why
You’d never look me in the eye
I came undone
So you could have some fun
Oh no, I’ve been exposed covered up too slow
Oh no, you chased me out ran me down below
Oh no, stripped me bare with nowhere else to go
Oh no
I am lost in the reasons why
You’d never look me in the eye
I came undone
So you could have some fun
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5. |
Control Me
04:06
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I can’t fess up to anything
Pride keeps me out of line and I stop listening
So I’m not really worth defending
I can tell they’ve had it up to here with my sorrow
I fell when I couldn’t buy joy or even borrow for a little while
It’s really getting old trying to be so lonely
I’m wishing that I could let them console me
I despise the way I hide from an open door
My eyes gaze away from the life I haven’t lived before
These lies are sneaking up behind adding more and more
My demise is creeping up behind wanting more and more to end my time
It’s really getting old trying to be so lonely
I’ll cave down and let you control me
I’m wishing that I could let them console me
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Protector
03:07
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7. |
Baby
04:24
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Don't believe that you don't remember, we had those dreams forever
Closed my eyes held my head up higher, oh oh uh oh
Knocked me down calling me a baby, well you haven't seen me lately
Ive become what no one desires oh oh uh oh
I don't wanna know- why i could make it last
I don't wanna know - why you put me in the past
I don't wanna know- you're the reason I'm so thrown
I don't wanna know- Id rather be alone
Don't believe that you haven't seen me- I'm not one to hide discreetly
See the truth is hard to swallow, oh oh uh oh
After i tried to say I'm sorry, did i deserve the hurt you caused me?
Ive been drained and left with sorrow
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8. |
Winter
04:09
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In my bones I feel a chill more than ever before
Winters followed me back home, its waiting at my door
They say any day now it will come the snow will begin to fall
I will hide here and wait for nature.. to come down and erase it all
I hid the mess in the woods where no one should ever find
They’ll be searching for the answer that’s only in my mind
I saw your shadow moving faster, closer to my life
But you deserved it so don’t try to.. haunt me every day and night
When I saw you hurting me in a prophecy
It had to come down to me or you so
Honestly.. wudya think id do
I feel the guilt in my soul more than ever before
My conscience followed me back home its waiting at my door
I grew tired of playing the victim fed up with all the hurt
So how come when I switch roles…. I cant find a part that works
Solo
The snow has melted and turned to ice til everything is clear
Try to keep hiding but I keep sliding crashing into fears
People like you get what they want or so I always thought
But I tried it and I despise it… waiting til the day im cought
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9. |
Sweet Dreams
04:28
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At 11 33 I tried to sleep
Got into my bed didn’t make a peep
Close my eyes and it terrifies me
An old familiar face that tries to kill me
and now its only 1 33
I want to try again but what do I see
Its raining blood and everyone’s gone
The dead have come to get me. I gotta run
Every day I’m tired cause I spend the night just running from dreams
They’re never what they seem
Every night I’m scared of things that aren’t there just running after me
I wake up with a scream from a dream
Toss and turn sometime around 3
My heart beating fast but my limbs are asleep
In an ice cold water I’m trying to breathe
But I’m chained to the bottom a mile below the sea
Im awake again sometime around 5
Start to calm down and realize I’m alive
I turn on all the lights and grab a knife
Cause I cant tell my fear from real life
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10. |
Not Up to Me
04:49
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Stuck in the old ways, I can see that you’re afraid but who are you trying to please
Weakness behind your eyes, find it hard to sympathize when you’re everything I wanted to be
I won’t stand to see you fall, I know you most of all and in this dark you’ll never see
But it’s not up to me, you can drown alone, as if you were thrown
And deny you’re alive
But if you get swept up with the tied, you still haven’t died and for now I’ll stay
Right by your side
Is it really worth this, claiming you are worthless, who are you trying to be
Remember when your mood was fine, now your joy’s become a crime, all your pain won’t seem to leave
But it’s not up to me, you can drown alone, as if you were thrown
And deny you’re alive
But if you get swept up with the tied, you still haven’t died and for now I’ll stay
Right by your side
You claim that I’m never there, that I’m always unaware as I try to bring you back where you can breathe
But it’s not up to me, you can drown alone, as if you were thrown
And deny you’re alive
But if you get swept up with the tied, you still haven’t died and for now I’ll stay
Right by your side
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11. |
In Flames
04:00
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Once I tried to pray to someone
There’s nothing I could say to save what’s been done
Here I await the day light will come
I would give up my name before I turn numb
Before I turn numb
I’m sorry I came
I walked into the room in flames
Burning up with guilt and shame
You hung me up as a game
And now I’m changed
If I don’t feel alive can I still die?
In my sorrows they will thrive, I’ll no long try
To please them relieve them hunting for pride
I will pick up a knife before I would cry
Before I would cry
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Kandle Vancouver, British Columbia
Captivated by the immense power of music since she was young, Kandle Osborne devoted herself ruthlessly to playing and creating. Her music speaks to the loners and the forgotten, navigating the less-travelled corners of sound and feeling with bold, uncompromising vision. ... more
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